Friday, August 18, 2006
for some reason most of this summer I have just felt like blah.... i have done a lot of laying around when i am not busy with other things. i have had a lot of headaches this summer too, at least lately i have. i still manage to go for my runs most of the time, but i am beat/worn out. i have officially gotten an addiction to caffeine. i have to have a coffee to wake me up in the morning, and an energy drink or coffee again in the afternoon to keep me going. i used to hate coffee but now i look for the strongest coffee i can find.
i haven't gone out and partied much this summer either. i have done more outside things, like fishing and to the cabin...the few times i did go out i got completely hammered. but tonight i am going out with kelly, hopefully not get too crazy but i hope it is fun.
it is weirder, the older i get the uglier i feel. i look back at pictures and i think, man i was pretty back then....but now i guess i just don't feel pretty enough to really want to go to 'the bars' (
keg n cork) with all the 'young' people, whom of which are
only a year younger than me. if I feel like this at the young age of 22 and 1/2 what the heck am i going to feel like when i am actually old.
|ericadawn |11:06 AM|
