Thursday, June 22, 2006
so mike called trisha and called her out on her crap....they talked, and then he handed the phone to me because she wanted to apologize. so she apologized to me, i really just dont have anything to say to her even if she didnt say it (which is what she claims). there are people i automatically like and people i just never will, and she is probably the second one.
so i still havent figured out how exactly things seem to feel so right with mike now. how i dont need to be by his side all the time, i can hold conversations with his friends without him around, i am completely happy laying on the couches and watching baseball with him and jake (us all on our separate couches). i dont get annoyed at his quirks anymore, i find them funny and have fallen in love with his goofiness. reading kelly's blog i realized that our 'happy medium' is the right word for it and i love it.
mike was extremely close to getting a puppy yesterday, we even went and bought a kennel carrier, toys, treats, leash, collar for him, his name was going to be Kirby (for Kirby Puckett, mike's all-time favorite baseball player). He is still sitting at the pet store though, all two pounds of him.....and probably will stay there since mike's parents dont approve of that decision. sad....
so i guess kelly is halfway right in her blog about us going separate directions....i guess since i am back with mike doing stuff outdoors and being busy every weekend it has set us further apart. kelly has put bekah up as her best friend and i am actually fine with that. maybe they are more alike than kelly and i, liking the strip club (which i probably never will), they are both single and seemingly loving/liking it....kinda sad, but nothing we can really do about it. i have my plans so far with mike for the fourth of july, i will be going to his brother's wedding next month, and other things....and she has her plans so far also. i hope sometime we can hang out though and things will at least feel the same for those few hours we do.
|ericadawn |3:43 PM|