Thursday, March 16, 2006
i am sick of people that lie, and can't say things to my face, i am sick of people that give their opinions on other's lives when they aren't asked but won't waste their breath to say it to them directly....and they put them out there for everyone to know. i am sick of people when they think i am mad at them all the time. if i am mad at you i will tell you....because i will either want to resolve it or i dont care what happens from there. i love my friends at times and at times i just really wish they would not go behind my back to talk shit about my relationships. i hate to think that they may or may not be my true friend. kelly and i have had our fight.....we talked things through and realized that we have both been stupid.....so if anyone else wants to get in on this right now...then please do...because after this if you want to talk shit...i will not be wanting to talk to you about it.
i have realized that i honestly only care about my opinion from now on. it may be nice to have support on things but i just feel that i really dont have any. i have criticized and laughed about kelly and justin's stupid fights, but i told her about this and confronted her about this because i dont want to pretend things are okay when they aren't. i have realized that i dont want to go to the cities this weekend to spend time with people that may or may not want to spend it with me. i am going to stay in bemidji and hang out with my family on friday, and maybe kelly will come too. and then go to duluth and spend time walking around canal park and have a trip with mike. at least there i will not have to think if someone is lying to me or worrying about someone being a bitch about things.....
|ericadawn |1:16 PM|
