Monday, December 26, 2005
there is something about him that makes me sure i am ready to move on. the first time i met him....i got back to bemidji and erased all of pauls e-mails....this time i have deleted paul's number and deleted him from my msn messenger list. it isn't because i am mad. i just honestly feel deep down that i am ready to move on.
he makes me nervous. i always say the wrong things. he makes my heart race faster then it ever has, i say all the wrong things on and on, and he says the right things. for once a guy that says all the right things. not to sweet talk, not to just make stupid conversation. he is genuine. he is smart. we have plans to my favorite restaurant this weekend. he is my new years eve date, and he is going to give me the kiss that is going to start the year off right.
|ericadawn |11:26 PM|
