Tuesday, April 12, 2005
work wasn't bad. that's all i will say about that.
kim and i had a good talk about what is going on with me here....how paul and i feel like we are in a slump. how i love him and how he loves me the same, but how we just sometimes aren't on the same page... when i am ready to laugh and cuddle he is in a crabby mood, and vice versa. but i know that in my life, i wouldn't have chosen this path for myself unless i knew this is where i would be the happiest. my best friends will be there for me over time, my family will be there too, but if i hadn't chosen to take this risk, to move and change my life how i did...i wouldn't have found this overwhelming happiness and feel so at peace when i think about it.
kim put things in perspective for me...paul and i have to work at our relationship, we have to do new and fun things instead of sitting in the apartment all the time or hanging out with people we don't even like.
SO! this weekend Paul and I are going to drive to Cleveland. We are going to stay at a nice hotel and go to Rock and Roll Hall of fame. We are going to get drunk together too, and for once not in our apartment. We will go to bars and go places we've never been. I CANT FRIGGIN WAIT!
|ericadawn |6:10 PM|
